To be or not to be?

Over the past year and a half in high school, I have been in many situations where I have had to decide whether I should have fun or be good. These decisions range from do homework or watch tv to stay sober or get high.

I have to admit that most of the time I make a decision like this, most people think it is bad. Almost every time I watch tv rather than do homework, the teacher yells at me the next day.

One night, a few months ago, I did not make the best decisions. I decided to have fun with my friends and I did things that I would not have done if I was thinking straight. I was in the moment and having a good time. The decisions I made affected my relationship with one of my best friends. I've thought a lot about that night since then. I have talked to my friends about it. Although I would not make these decisions again, I wouldn't change the past. I don't regret what happened. It happened for a reason and I had a hell of a good time that night.

What I mean to say by all of this is don't dwell on the past. If nobody was hurt, don't regret it. Negative thoughts can weigh you down and cripple your mind. Stay positive!